Tuesday, 31 December 2013

Blinds of love

Hey assalamualaikummmm . So I hve been all night thinking rationally while watching star wars and even its a new year but im not celebrating it .
So I hve comes to the point that what exactly we need to improve our relationship . Please .. some man like me might did not know about this because of we change because of love . But why we change we afraid of loosing her . But but but.... in thee same time our change that causes our love go.. but why..
In this new year, I ad la azam sedikit about everything that I need to succeed in life . To change suppose. 
So I have some in the list to make change.. and about love is the main because I came to the point is really important because of I dont want loose her because I love her more than I love myself ..
So this think is troubling in my head . What will I do . Because I take this love seriously . In planning I hope I will married her someday . Insyaallah.  Because we can only planning but allah always has a good plan ..
So I have made some prayers . Try focus myself . I want to be right on track. So this is my conclusion I will seek it slowly may allah show me the way .. amin  .
Like lagu belaian jiwa . The song about they dont want to be separated with their love and yeah who want to be separated w their love one .. right ?
Ssoo .. everything change because of the one who we love because we afraid that we might loosing her . but we dont realize that our change that make our love leave.. how .. to make it exactly stay .. ♥ 2014 search the conclusion . we might can make our love happy .. be urself . search with love . patient u will.. and please sincere w it . advice to our heart . . pray for it ..  right way will u seek ..
Peace.. u know what im saying aite ? Hehehe. . Chow... assalamualaikummmm. .
Thanks and yeah welcome 2014 please be nice w me ...

Wednesday, 11 December 2013

Fresh Start For A New Life , in Semester 3

hey , i think it really being a while that i have gone and not write about something about myself..

hmm , where will im gonna start with ..

hey yeah , my last is about my first video about lukisan kejuteraan in semester 1 rite ? hey now i am senior , not so call senior , but i still have 2 sem under me.. hihih .. kinda likeyyy ..but not so likey because of my pointer in semseter 2 not so good as semester 1 but thanks to Allah to gave me strength to always not giving up . like seriously i dont know why i  am taking engineering because of i've been a class account in highschool and seriously i really dont know anything about engineering . hahaha . but my really supportive umi and abah that needs me to success in my life, diorang slalu bg smgt dan sokongan yang tidak putus. even i have a really big problem in semester 2 , kinda lots of dugaan masa tu , but seriously i need to  changge my life style ., need to do something that can make me change the style of study . Beside that , i really had a lecturer that i am so admired of , diroang ni mcm ada ilmu gler bnyk dalam otak smpi boleh apply in their life even in class mcm x payah tgk buku lg . their seriously cool, when their speak in english berhabuk gler power , and im not saying that my last lecturer was not the best , their also awesome, but i found that in semester 3 i have a lecturer that i kinda like his style of teaching  and her also ..

My target when im in high school i wiill love to be a history teacher and i seriously  dont know what that im taking now. IT IS ENGINEERING MECHATRONIC ,arrhh .. first i found that it so diffficult , because it become hard and so hard of the subject , but i cant give up now , i already half way there to graduate , insyaallah . So i really need to do something that can make me in the right track in my life . so i been read one of lecturer , and seriously it really inspiring me . because of in the blog telling how she struggle from the bottom and yeahh  she already become a succesful in her life , have a happy family , have a nice kids  and i found thats cool . Beside that , i really admire my tamadun islam lecturer , he can knew everything , even agama lain pun mcm dia hafal semuanya . otak  dia penuh about information and can tell about a moral values from other religion but actually it also like our islam already been taught us that already in the holy Al-quran . My lecturer in semseter 2 , he really awesome because he can memorize all crazy formula , and boleh mengira dalam otak , macam congak je semua , yang kita gila tertekan2 calculator sbb tension , dia dapat dgn congak and hafal formula gler2 . so all this lecturer has been inspired me , mcm mendorong aku untk jgn putus asa, diorang pun ada rasa susah dlu , but their like what they doing now . and i think i want to be like one of them , i mean being lecturer .. insyaallah . amin.. :')

not all my lecturer, my friend also i have been admired  too , i been seing my friend that had been struggle after he fall in semseter one subject , and he rise back in semester 3 in a good pointer and he also my best friend here in poli . my rock n roll friend that always have good advice to his friend , he is a son of doctor at port dickson . he really good , the way he focus in class , the way he do extra exercise . he really good. arrhh i think i really want to write my blog about today is about admiring me to change myself in this semester . seriously i really need to okay .. hope that some of my blogger viewer pray for my success , in this engineering course ...

Support ? hmm .. my parents is my really best support its seriously a best support in our life rite? sbb parents kita sentiasa menerima kita , even kita jatuh tersungkur dihimpap tangga , diorang la yang bg kita smgt , alihkan tangga tu untk kita bgn and  kalau jatuh lg , diorang sambut kita , push kita smpi berjaya okay . LOve parents as much as u can , imagine that we will dont have their one day . Appreciate them okay, love them with all ur heart   , and beside that  my love one . is only one my other half really helping me by supporting me when i in final semester one and  two , she always remind me to focus on study , think about ours future for taking the relationship and study to the way that can make success , who dosent want a happpy life , and really target that she is the one , amin .. and she was the only one that i love the most , like seriously okay.. hmm she also taught me  how to manage time , give time , and do less thing yang buang masa. like seriously , my love one was so strict about that , she really dont like late and buat benda buang masa and that also teaching me as i really seorang yang lembab la jgk (shitt jujur gler ) hahaha. but i actually not lembab but always be the last one, orang dah berjaya , i havee been the last one yang mcm tergedek2 as example , pergi class semuanya lmbt . and seriously a really bad attitude . So ni mcm nak ubah diri kali ni . mesti okay ..  x akan tangguh lagi benda ni ..

so thats all maybe , i actually need to do some assignment , but mcm singgah jap blog yang berhabuk gler  , yang sumpah x berusik okay . but now this is a fresh start . so thanks to blog viewer to singgah okay .. hewhewhew.. hoping that my write can help i mean , korang boleh tgk in a good side or a bad side.. take a feedback that maybe good . but kalau ada salah , tlg maafkan ookay guys. peace yaww, love ur life gang..